终于知道是什么原因了。

今天 我发现了。

为什么我对做工那么反感

为什么我想永远都呆在家里

为什么每次要面试的时候我都会压力的无法呼吸

今天我懂了
因为每一次面试都要痛一次!
每一次都要掀开我最痛的伤疤!
今天她的每道问题都像在拿到刺我
我回答的声音哽咽
不是因为我紧张
是想哭


有机会的话
我真的会出国
至少可以让我忘记我的过去!

Car Accident 120511

12052011    12.25am+

Baby boy and me had a car accident.
Fortunately,we didn't get any hurt except I got scratched by the seat belt.
This was the second time I had car accident.    wtf

That stupid driver drunk and he didn't stop at the crossroad and then crashed!!
I'm so fucking angry!

If you want drink then don't drive,want drive then please don't drink!

wtf you were drunk but still driving your stupid car against other cars crashed!
Wish you get a astronomical sum of ticket(saman)! >:P

A F Day

Female pain make me crazy.
Female pain make me cry.
Female pain make me weak.
Female pain make me pale.
Female pain make me didn't eat a whole day till just now.

What you get from these complaints?

Yes!!I HATE "Sangrar(Spanish) Day"!

Pain till I can't stand it anymore.

'cause my APO-NAPRO-NA —— pain killer for female pain was ran out!!

I called baby boy even if I knew he is sick and.haven't get well.    *sorry bb

Fortunately,baby boy came my home accompanied me and bought pain killer for me.

Thanks baby boy so much ♥

 
 

 

 
 
BTW,
baby boy haven't get well yet.
Three days already,so worry about him.

Need to bring him to TCM(Traditional Chinese Medicine) there tomorrow.

He went clinic twice already but still does not see any mend at all.

We still have a dinner on Sunday night.

Hope he can get well soon :(

God bless him.

 

Cheater are hanging around!!

Yup!!
Cheaters were so fearless now.
I was be cheated.
I'd bought couple singlet in Facebook around 6 weeks ago.
That seller said my stuff will arrive around 1 week.
After 1 week,she said my stuff was out of stock,so I need to wait.
During this 6 weeks,she keeps finding excused.
Some like"Oh!You stuff was arrived ady,but it's got flaw,so I help you return to wholesaler,I will conract you when it returns."

I'm not angry about my money was gone.
I was angry because she was keep cheating me!!    *I'm really hate it!!
I don't know still got how many people was cheating by that seller.
She is really immorality.

It's just RM50 only.
So,forget it.
Take warning from this RM50.




Be careful if you want to buy something from INTERNET.



fxxk u dentist

First,I want to apologize for all my readers.

Coz my mood is very suck now.

I went return visit dentist just now.

And something was happen.

I'd post it to another blog ady.

If you don't mind.

Please click here  → http://www.wretch.cc/blog/Maple0318/23276911

ps*It's chinese.

These days

Let's talk about these few days.

Tooth Extraction

I went to dentist there for pull out my wisdom tooth.
It's pain and almost kill me!
I went for X-ray first.
Then,check my tooth.
Injects anaesthesia needle.(After injection need to wait around 10-15mins)
Dentist said,she "tried" to pull it out.
She loosed my wisdom tooth first.
That feeling I never had before.(some like maltreat)
I can't handle that felt,and I shout.  *Stop!
Another injection again. (Yup,I had it twice.)
Dentist continue her work.
Just felt I'm dead I'm dead~
I'm bleeding I'm bleeding~
Finally,"IT" came out.
Wow,so big and bloody.
I just felt dizzy.
Ok.
End here.
Because I don't want to talk about this anymore.(wound is still pain)




5/10/2010 Sing K with Nelissa and Jewel.

take photo while waiting Jewel.



It's too tired to wait,so,we went to Witchery yam cha~hehess

The girls

The guys,lolz

Wow,it's tea....SUPER "delicious" nie~



Sing K around 12.++am

1.++am,Home sweet home ♥



I feel...

Arghh!
Feeling my wisdom teeth back again><
My Gosh!
I don't want~

But I can't blame anyone...
Because I keep ate such food like fried chicken,chocolate and etc which fried,heat and spicy.
Why I'm so stupid~~~~~~~
I don't want wisdom teeth~
Go away from my mouth!

Speechless

Felt really speechless to such people=="

In language Chinese,it's call "阴魂不散"

Always appear when I was good mood.

Go away please.

I know this is your right to do what you want to do.

But can you get away from my friends?

Especially my best friend.

Haiz!

***

Today was Eelyn's birthday.

So we go out for her party at U-Box,:D.

Around 5 pm,I called Yao fetch us go to Kluang mall.

Yao,you are the most best one~lolx.

Orijin,Hochak and me high tea at Sushi King.  (Sophie,we ate that "Soba Salad" again :D )

8.00++pm we just back home.

ps*Orijin and Hochak,don't tell anyone what I did in Pacific huh!!Shh...haha

Orz

Period pain ! Peroid pain !
It's like to tear my stomach everytime.


APO-NAPRO-NA
I'll eat this medicine when I was pain.
I can't stand without it...


That's why I hate peroid so much~




**


Dang Dang~
online a whole noon today :D


cook mushroom soup about 4.00++pm,but not very nice =="(Maybe can said it's so disgusted)
I didn't had my lunch ,just ate some peanut.


**


Night
Go BB's home
used his facebook account,lol.
Don't like BB's brother so much when he's scold my bb.
You thought who you are?
If you want another people respect you,you must respect first!
I know you're elder,but you're so conceited and arrogant.
Everyone got manner of theirself,why you want forced them follow yours?
So irritating!
Totally nervous temperament!
Same like "someone" :p


**


Before BB fetched me back home,we're go Mcdonald for bought my dinner+supper,lolz
So happy XD

Stupid service!!

5 day later.....
The stupid moden technical haven't come my home to fix it!!!
Damn!!
Facebook - DIE
Blog - DIE
Pet Society - DIE
Cafe world - DIE


Shit!
Cook up an excuse!
Good!
They said they not free,need to wait until they're finish another servise!
lagi GOOD!
bull shit!

KILL ME KILL ME KILL ME

Arghhh~
I can't stand it anymore!!!
It's so BORED!!!
No job-No friends-No going out-No people chat-No one know me
I'm going to die~~~~~


Actually I got ask Sophie want go to eat Sushi tomorrow.
But she said she's not free.
So,I think I don't bother her is more better.


I WANT SING-K
I WANT WATCH MOVIE
I WANT GO TO TRIP
Many thing I like to do,but no one can accompany me because all of them got to work and study :(




MOODY

Arghhhh~

OMFG!!!
My toe is going to kill me!!
It was so pain!!!!!!!
Became lame already :'(


I haven't clear-headed today.
Woke up 9.30am
It's so amazing ~
lolx
Then,Jacky and I brought Zhiqing,Zijun and my mum go "Chao xin" having our breakfast——Bak Guk Teh.♥


After we back home,Jacky need to fetch his sister go to street.So,I go with him XD.


12.00pm—4.00pm          Sleeping


About 5.++pm,Jacky and I go P.M nearby my house.
Buy popcorn for those two kids. :)


BTW,today is uncle's daughter's birthday.
But I didn't buy any present for her because I don't know what I want to send her.lolx
So,just forget it~
XD

Such a BITCH !!!

Oh!!!

What's a fucking bitch??!!!

Crazy!!Childish!!!Moron!!!

That's matter was past a long time already!!

Still want cynical like this!!

WTF!!!

I'm really not felt good when I was saw that!!!!

Really A Bitch!!

Cheh!

I DESPISE YOU!!!

If you really don't like me,please go away from me.

Because I don't like you too.

Fucker.

Future?

Nothing I can do now.
Taiwan,I can't go there for study anymore.
My dream...
It can't be true already.
It just a dream.
I'm woke up from my dream,and told myself
‘Baby,it can't be true,please wake up.Your daddy is useless.He's no capable let you go for study.So,you need to fight for your own future.Your daddy was destroy you already.Now,is time to change.Change your life baby.Earn money,study,you can't always stand in situ.All your friends is try hard for their future.Don't give up yourself ok?’
I don't hate my dad.
Because in my heart,he's not like a dad.
Just like normal friend.
No fatherly love.
When he'll care me?NEVER!
When he'll ask me for my future?NEVER!
He is still not as good as my uncle.


So, if possible,
GET OUT FROM MY LIFE.
THANKS.